The scary part is not knowing when the episodes happen.
I could be having a good conversation with an interesting person, then suddenly, its like I’m not there at all. I’m in that place, suffering the horror of the memories I have. Reliving the terrifying ordeal. There are obvious and not so obvious triggers. Sometimes [...]
I’m not really sure why, but I was driving somewhere.
I had this feeling that something important had happened, although I can’t remember. I’m driving on long winding roads. Country roads. I drove for awhile, then, nearing a bend, I see trees. There are lots of trees, it’s a forest. Somehow I know that there is [...]
I had some money in my pocket for the first time in a while, $175. Wow.
I hadn’t eaten all day and I wanted something to trigger a mechanism in my brain that would soothe me, make me feel that every thing was going to be ok, take me back to a state of child like [...]
Recently Betamod Artist The Twilight Division was reviewed on the amazing website God’s Underground Frequency Terminal.
The Twilight Division (aka Brian Amazing) was one of the original Betamod artists, submitting his first demo way back in 2005. He had three amazing releases that were ahead of their time. I think it’s safe to say that The [...]
It was a crazy old dog.
The thing about it was, it was so dang dirty who could really tell what color the thing was. It was mottled brown and black, caked with mud and lord knows what else. The wretched thing had but one eye, nearly crusted over with a disgusting green gunk. As awful [...]
What became of the freckle faced girl, I suppose I’ll never know. She stopped visiting me months ago. I think she may have gone off, on some other journey, to help someone else. I can’t help but think that her job here was left unfinished. But, perhaps, even freckle faced, shape shifting, spiritual advisers [...]
Coming from the same place as the urban ninja, comes a new and more powerful foe.
He was similar to a Samurai Warrior and he was somehow ancient and modern at the same time.
He drew a full length Katana, or samurai sword.
He was swinging it wildly, yet somehow slowly.
He got a little too close to his [...]
He took a thin band of leather, about 8mm wide, and wrapped it around my wrist tightly. The leather was old, dry, and cracked like the old man’s face, but was still strong. Strong enough to hold me anyway.
I deserve this. This is only part of whats coming to me, and I deserve this. These [...]
